GRRRRRRRR

Feeling bloody fed up this week and still effing angry at Tone. I feel like a kid having to stay with Mavis again, and as much as I love her, her nutty behaviour is starting to irritate me a bit. She randomly brought me a cheese and ham toastie at 4 yesterday morning. That would have been brilliant if I’d just come in from work, but I’d had the night off! LOL.

I’m really grateful for having a roof over my head, don’t get me wrong, but the trek back to Dollis Hill after a night in the club is doing my head in. There are some dodgy dudes on the night buses in London – Tone never used to be happy about me taking them, and they take freaking ages because they seem to stop at every bloody stop and then some other ones that just get invented because the sun’s gone in.

The trek to work isn’t so bad in comparison with the shit that I have to put up with from Tone once I’m there. He’s being a right wanker. He finally put me on Window 2 at the weekend but then he didn’t pay me properly. He said something about having to go to the cash point and so I waited outside the front of the club for 20 minutes until he finally stumbled back (he obvs had a cheeky pint or a kebab or something) when he told me that the cash point had run out of money. So for the 3 million cash points (maybe a slight exaggeration lol) in the centre of London, not one of them had any cash? Yea yea Tone. And this is coming from a man who ALWAYS has a bundle of rolled up Benjamins in his pocket.

Wing isn’t exactly helping either. She’s been really busy with uni work apparently. But surely she could return one of my calls? I think she might have met a fella, but she won’t admit it. And it’s not like I get to chat to her at work because Tone’s had her on Window 1, which is probably to make me jealous. I thought she might have fought my corner and come to Window 5 to be next to me. Friends eh?

Still, I made myself a whole bag of potato Smilee Faces for dinner and then had a massive bar of Dairy Milk. Not much that Dairy Milk can’t solve these days!

Hope your Tuesday has been better than mine!